I’m so lonely and weary. Started to be more emotional than before. I feel like really different after all those days. I caught myself frozen and my heartbeat seemed impeded. It has been frozen for more than a week since you’ve been gone. Abiding something that cannot be concealed. Feeling down, my heart seemed crying. Surpassing the time pretending that I can get over. It’s really hard to pretend that I'm all right knowing that I'm so lost and feeling blue. Listening to my favorite playlist over and over again just to keep me going... Hearing the song I used to offer for you. Now I don’t know how much more I can take… Now I’m calling your name again… remembering all the love you gave to me…
It has been said that life must go on… But it seems that my life stops going on… seems nothing will endure in this life… seems everything mean to nothing…. Why is it like this? Why is it like that? Why is it so? All I know now is that I’ve been missing you… I miss you!!!
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