During my downfall times and troubles, FAILURE was my best enemy! It always brought me to the lowest point of my life. I lost confidence and started contemplating other stuff that could make it even worse. Yes, I have done wrong. I knew it! And I considered that these are all my consequences in life and no one could ever help me except myself. Even if I ask for help from anyone. Still the only person that could help is myself.

There are times that I walked in a strange streets with nobody, nowhere to go or nowhere to stay. Needing someone that time to join me that might simply ease depression inside me. To feel that some kind of hope that someone does care about me. But none. Asked myself with two questions, am I in a right path? What is my purpose of having myself here?

One day, I received a letter containing below:


Dear Fernand,

I believe in you. If I didn't, I wouldn't have made you into such an amazing and wonderful person. I believe in you so much, I planted dreams in your heart. Dreams that will bless you and bless the world. Dreams that that will make you grow in love and will mature in your soul. Yes, I will use you to share My light and love to many.

So believe in yourself. Even when you fail. Never give up on yourself. Failure is an important part of your success. Look around and you'll discover that the most successful people are those who have failed the most.

Trust in Me. I trust in you!

Know the difference between paths and purpose. Even if your chosen path fails, never give up on your sacred purpose. When you write your dreams, include the details that you desire. Your imagination will inspire you. But don't be attached to the details. Surrender to my surprises and open yourself to My abundance. For I have the best blessings and the perfect miracles for you, far better than what you can think of or imagine.

Nourish your soul in My Love and My Word. Nourish your soul with other like-minded Dreamers who have fire in their hearts.

Now GO, My child, and share My love and light to all those around you.

Always remember that I believe in you.

Cheering you on,



After reading the letter with teary-eyed I said:

"Thank you for everything Lord! I TRUST YOU!"