Monday, April 28, 2008

I Miss you!!!

I’m so lonely and weary. Started to be more emotional than before. I feel like really different after all those days. I caught myself frozen and my heartbeat seemed impeded. It has been frozen for more than a week since you’ve been gone. Abiding something that cannot be concealed. Feeling down, my heart seemed crying. Surpassing the time pretending that I can get over. It’s really hard to pretend that I'm all right knowing that I'm so lost and feeling blue. Listening to my favorite playlist over and over again just to keep me going... Hearing the song I used to offer for you. Now I don’t know how much more I can take… Now I’m calling your name again… remembering all the love you gave to me…

It has been said that life must go on… But it seems that my life stops going on… seems nothing will endure in this life… seems everything mean to nothing…. Why is it like this? Why is it like that? Why is it so? All I know now is that I’ve been missing you… I miss you!!!


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4 comments:

cj_pixelstroke said...

Every breath I take... Every move I make... Every single day, Every time I pray, I'll be missing... thinking of the day... When you went away....

Ehehehe... mao jud ni imong gibati ba! Hahaha... well... ana man jud ang life oi. Murag libro ba, naay chapter, meaning human na to nga chapter. However, it doesn't mean that the other chapter will not affect the next chapter. It is but normal to feel that there is an aftermath, pero Fern, nothing will ever be permanent in this world. Every week, there are changes. Karon na week smooth, then next week kay tiresome, then next week amazing... same sa imong feelings, mag change lang na after several weeks, so, try to do something that will develop yourself. Mao ra jud na sya akong gibuhat when I felt like that sana ganun din gawin mo... uki ba?

Anonymous said...

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We'll partly I agree with ate joy's mensahe.. pero for me even if we will have the same experiences magka.iba-iba pa rin yong feeling natin nung naranasan natin ang mga bagay na yon.. kung kay ate joy every week may changes sa buhay nya.. sa akin naman everyday ata eh pabago-bago.. pwede nga every hour or minute.. bottomline is the moral story of this is......... WALA!!! weheheh.. I couldn't think of any good idea right now.. pasenxa na.. try lang eto kung maka post na ko ug comment..

RYAN ARKANGHEL said...

Hey pal! What an entry you have there! Anyways, as a response to the preceding comments, I beg to differ. Sometimes, you need to hold on to something especially when your happiness is at stake. Change is the only thing that's constant I know. However,the most important things and the greatest gifts in life are not brought about by change. They are products of FAITH and PATIENCE. In your case, since you feel for someone, have faith that that 'someone' will realize what you are going through right now and patience that when the right time comes everything will fall in their proper places...

retchel said...

wow nice one..nka ka touch..

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